It never crossed/my mind at all/that's what I tell myself.

Wow. What a day it's been. I don't really know why I am saying that though because I feel like I haven't accomplished anything. Woke up earlier than I'd hoped, went to my two classes, and then tried to study as much as I could for my upcoming exams. Had practice where we began perfecting Anoop's dance. It's a really fun song, I am excited to perform it. Now I am back in the apartment and taking a break. I really should be studying more orgo...but can't get myself to do so at the moment. 

Have you ever felt like time is flying by....and you aren't really doing anything worth while? Or you feel like you just follow this routine and nothing is coming of it? There is no excitement. Nothing you really want to wake up for in the morning. I want that something. I want to figure out what the freak it is. Care to help? 

This weekend is Lunar Banquet and I am reallllllly excited for it. I didn't get to go last year because I got really sick right before and I had to get better for R2B2. Finally a year has flown by (time flying again), and it's my time to have some Asian fun! Haha. Tiff has put in a lot of hard work for the event, and I know he is going to pull it off with flying colors. We got finale....an Indian dance group....for the Chinese New Year. How hilarious is that!? 

I want time to stop. But at the same time I don't want it to....then I could continue running away from whatever I'm trying to run away from. I feel like I've lost my purpose. Maybe I'm just confused. Who knows. But I need some help. Help me.

Thanks