I will not fall on my sword.

I know I said that I would post everyday, which is the point of my blog, but the last couple of days have been out of control. Not just with school but with thoughts. 

Starting with Friday:

After going to class in the morning, I came back to the apartment and had a talk with my mom about what has been going on in my life. I hadn't talked to her in awhile so it was good to hear her voice. I didn't have to go to practice because I wasn't going to be in Lunar Banquet, so instead I.....STUDIED. bum bum buuum buuuum. Yes. I studied on a Friday evening. Boo. Yesterday I had my first exam in Calc II and tonight I had my first Organic exam. Let's just say that studying was my main priority the last couple of days --- no --- WEEKS. haha. Finally later on in the night I got a pleasant study break --- chillin' with An'del. We talked from 10:30-2:30. Freaking crazy. Talked about everything we could talk about. All I can say is that I have a lot to think about, which is why my mind is spinning out of control. Studying after this conversation was out of the question.

Saturday:

Woke up a little later than I'd hoped, but still got going with my studying. After a couple hours of calculus, I had a short little practice with Anoop, Ami, Achal, and Satu for the wedding we were dancing at that night. Dancing with four people with all the formations we usually have is very interesting. After practice, ran back to the apartment, changed into my outfit, and off we went to Fernbank Museum for the reception. Inside the museum there is a huge life-size dinosaur that wraps around the bottom level. Tables filled in the open spaces below it and a wooden platform area was right in the center ready for us to perform. The wedding was between an Indian man and a Caucasian woman.....so it was perfect! My people! Haha. The dance was really pumping -- it had been awhile since we had performed for an audience! The rush was crazy. Once the wedding was over, I decided it was time for a little relaxation away from studying so Ami and I decided to go see "He's Just Not That Into You". Very cute movie. I recommend it. 

Sunday: 

This was THE study day. I woke up and literally studied ALL DAY LONG. It was a beautiful sight to see. Nothing else of consequence occurred....other than more spinning thoughts.

Monday:

Went to my Orgo class, learning more information that would be on our test THE NEXT DAY. Then I had a couple of hours to review some more for my Calculus exam. Took my test -- it was pretty good -- we will find out tomorrow when I get my test back! AH! Afterward, came back and started studying for Orgo. Neal came over and we went to get some dinner. When we returned it was reactions, mechanisms, and more reactions. It was a never ending process. Missed 24 -- sadness.

Tuesday:

D-DAY. After getting a good night's rest, woke up and went to NBB and Cognition. After eating lunch and getting a call from papa for good luck, I studied for 4 more hours until it was time for the exam. Took exam. It's over. And that's all there is to say. We will see what happens. Practice was crazy because we started learning formations for Dallas. But the formations are freaking AMAZING. Looks hella good. 

NOW:

I am sitting at the kitchen table with Sara while she studies for her Physics and Stats exams which she has tomorrow. Finally after 5 days of insanity, I am free. No Orgo tomorrow morning so I can sleep in until 12:15! :) Maybe watch the 24 I missed. Think about all the thoughts going through my mind. It won't stop.

2009 has just begun.....just begun. Just have to believe. Have faith. And love. Just love. 

Song of the day: "Make You Feel My Love" ~ ADELE